I have no idea what to do anymore. Everything I planned, everything I thought, everything I hoped for is slowly slipping away from me or changing and I don't know what to do about any of it. I'm scared I'm going to lose everything and have to start fresh, and I'm afraid I wont know what to do if it comes to that.
I just really need to go home and see everyone and have my momma make everything better and sit in his arms and hear my daddy's voice and laugh with my best friends again. just for a little bit. Then maybe I will be able to go forward with renewed faith and vigor.